Today I say goodbye

Lately it feels as if the world is swirling around me... I have no connection at all. I'm at a distance, watching the normalcy all around me, realizing that this is something I have never known, nor will I ever know. I frantically reach out, desperately wishing I could touch someone, anyone... But the drones elude me, sending me into a spiral of erratic motions. Lying in a corner, jerking uncontrollably, I sob in disbelief at the horror that has become my life. Everything pans out, as I slip further into darkness. It's at this point, I realize what I must do. It's too late for anything else, the damage is done. Goodbye world, goodbye darkness, goodbye hate, goodbye sweet....